Three Plays by Chekov were announced on the giant sign board leaning against the post office. It was early September, and I didn’t know that I could expect dozens more such advertisements throughout the year. The carefully painted message read “AUDITIONS: September 14th, 15th,” red letters dancing against purple, and I had to assume that these auditions were everything, that my about-to-bud career as an acting star hinged upon them.
I’m sure many freshman did not arrive here at Yale by being lackadaisical about studies and future plans. I don’t know what the most important thing in your life is, but for a long time for me it was excellence—perfection, actually.
I had gone to church faithfully…. People looked up to me, gave me responsibility and talked about me as a “faithful Christian.” Yet there was something missing from my life. I knew that after the meetings ended, my heart was still empty and cold.
In his final exile on the Isle of St. Helena, looking back on the tumultuous events of his life, Napoleon said about Jesus, “I know men, and I tell you, Jesus is not a man. He commands us to believe, and gives no other reason than his awful word, I AM GOD.
Timothy Dwight